pAst frEsh - 07/12/10

[...] distant whispers of
sunset

crunching of something
unknown in the leaves
causes my heart to beat
faster. I notice my breath.

I notice my breath
The moment of fear
turned tranquil
I remembered your voice
I placed my thoughts
and lightness became my soul

pAst frEsh - 11.33.10 (almost rebutle)

What i really wanted to say had nothing to do with what I actually said.

Rain. only briefly this evening...but cold today.

I am resistant to change yet I change. Resistance is futile. We change regardless of the desire to change. So our choice then lies in How we change...to some extent OR fully?

Reaching beyond and touching nothing. Emptiness never felt so good.

When you're blank it's scary...boundaries...frame work...foundation

Not limiting -- but providing a sounding board for experimentation and freedom of expression. Being mindful of your effect on others... <3 ...

pAst frEsh - Fri 24 Sept 2010

Braiding thought with wasted moments
Subtle & Relentless the ego whines
Feed me! Feed me she cries!
Pornography of the mind sets in
A bang in the next room...BOOMBOOM
Sacred stones from mother earth
Spirit feather to always remember
what we took...who we are
as "Americans". United Nation

DIVIDED. We are born of
out casts and misfits Of people leaving
their home to do it their own way. What's
the "American" way? Living life however the
fuck you want to live it. Well shit.

Society. Pressure. Achievement. Status.

PARTICIPATION.

Why are we so content to sit BACK?

ARE WE COLLECTIVELY AFRAID OF CHANGE?

We beg for it but we are used to COMPLAINING. We just can't stop. We are so very afraid of the UNKNOWN.

Let's TRUST.

Let's TRUST that everyone is REALLY doing their best - as they know how . - <3

episode one: i have arrived

the giants won the world series on my 30th birthday.

sweetness of nostalgia in san francisco.